heaven's night

four

It's officially my birthday. I've spent most of this weekend ill, and it's really frustrating. I'm too busy to celebrate, I've always been, but I think I'm getting tired.

Tired of working so hard, tired of putting myself last, and tired of being so sick all the time. I really want to be more active, write more, make things, and work on my website but it's been difficult. My health is just not good at all, and while I'm pretty sure this is something I can fix myself, I feel like I've been fighting myself this whole time. I spent all the weekend (Labor Day weekend, btw), in bed.

My stomach cannot eat anything anymore, and if I try something new, I end up expelling the contents and then it couples with my migraines that won't leave me alone. It's been tough and if you've been following me for any story updates re visitor, I apologize for the wait. I'm working on getting better.

I've also been trying to get better for my education, as this is when I really need to kick it into high gear for my MLIS. So, all in all, I'm sorry if you've been waiting for updates. I'm trying to get better but it's been hard.

For my birthday, please take a shot of water for me. My husband has been on me to drink more water since I keep forgetting, so take one for me today. Hope you have a great day, friend.